Real Life

real world.

I didn't realize that time would start going by so fast. I've got less then five months until I graduate from high school and move out into the real world, and it hits me, i'm not ready for this. It seems like just yesterday I was crying when mom walk away and left me at day care, but now I'd give anything to have that back. I remember wanting to grow up, and begging god to make time go faster so that I can grow up and be an adult, lord why did I ever make that wish?! make it stop! take me back to when i was five and the only thing that matter was what color i was going to use to color with that day! I seen the mistakes i've made, and the lessons i've learn, and I can say, as much as i hate to grow up, and enter the real world, it's right for me. I've accepted christ and i'm changing into a better and wiser person each and every day, though i don't want to grow up, i do thank god for being by my side, and helping me grow up.